That a girl goes through
When I’m angry inside
Don’t want to take it out on you
Just one of them days
Don’t take it personal
I just wanna be all alone

*snaps out of the Monica mood*

In all honestly, my head has been all over the place today… infact scatter brain is a word that could be used. I tried to concentrate studying finishing my 11 projects I need to finish by Sept 3rd, but I couldn’t. My brain wouldn’t focus! Today has been weird, I think my hormones are all over the place! I was watching Extreme Makeover Home Edition earlier and started crying everytime they talk about the family they are doing the makeover for :whoa:

And now, I’m online but I don’t really want to talk to anyone, my parents and grandfather called but I didn’t really talk much to them. Oh & I spent 3 hours searching for my passport for Wednesday and in the end, turns out it’s not even with me, I left it with my Grandfather for safe keeping ARGGH! I even forgot about cooking dinner, all I’ve ate today is scrambled eggs for breakfast with a slice of wholemeal bread and 1/2 a carrot.

I want to sleep, but I know I won’t be able to sleep if I go to bed right now since the nightclub across the road has it’s music up louder than normal and I can listen word for word every lyric and what the DJ is saying over the MIC! ARRRGH… I wish I was sleeping in the country side at my grandfather’s house where you can sleep a night without ANY noise, so quiet you can hear a pin drop or the birds chirping outside lol I need to go to his tomorrow (thats actually today now!) to pick up my passport so I’ll probably sleep over so I can function a little better.

In other news, these pills I’m taking are messing my body up! You know inside they always have a little flyer about the medicine and the side effects? Well trust me to get all the side effects… these are: migranes, stomach pain, boobs are hard as rocks (NOT a good thing!), drowsiness, disorientation & getting so hot at night that you have to through all the covers off and basically sleep semi-naked (also NOT a good thing, cause no doubt I’ll end up with the flu by the end of next week). But for all those side effects, it’s supposidly helping me so I gotta wait til my body gets adjusted to 1800mg of big white ugly pills a day x the rest of my frikin life!

Oh & to make things worse, I had some fat free vanilla ice cream last night and I felt so dizzy like I was going to pass out. I never realised that if I ate the “no no” things that I’d feel like my head was going round the biggest rollercoaster in the world at the speed of light (okay a *slight* exaggeration).

Which reminds me… I have to make a week long food diary for the next specialist I’ve to see on the 20th *argggh* I’m going to a Nutritionist as I need to be on a special Glucose/Insulin diet for my stupid annoying ovary which is pissing me off now beyond belief. If I just ripped out all my girlie reproductive organs I’d be as fit as a fiddle, but sadly I want mini-ananyah’s so I can’t. I swear that I’ll torture my future kids on this for the rest of their lives, damn right lol

I’m going to take John Mayer, Michael Buble, Corrinne Bailey Rae & anyone else who will join me to bed and listen to relaxing songs before I pass out for the night.

Have you ever had one of those days?


  1. Goodness me.. I’ve never had a day as bad as that even when i was in labor, giving birth was probably much easier than your day 😛

  2. Yeah..every once in a while we all have those least i do too..stay healthy hun, u’ll get better!

  3. Yes, I’ve had one of those days.. (but minus half the effects of your drugs, hehe..)
    hang in there! =)
    what i did the last time was sleep in til late, curtains shut to not remind self it is saytime, made sure my fave foods are accesible (i.e. bought and in fridge).
    But if i were you, i’d so visit Granpa and sleep there. Good luck w that!

    ps: how was the insane trip?

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