Hun, everything you do does count! It does make a difference! A whole lot!

By Shaymaa on 28.05.08 4:55 am | Permalink

you are doing great… dont stop or give up. I am sure he can see all this and he loves you so so much too :-)

Hang in there girl :-*

By Ansam on 28.05.08 7:23 am | Permalink

Stay strong!

By tanlineless on 28.05.08 10:00 am | Permalink

Dear your grand dad is helping by teaching you, and you are not helping him. Are you going to give up learning while he is taking you to reach all areas of your life map? Once you graduate from “Grand Dad Real Life University” you will be different person I mean strong, simplifier, truthful, problem solver, and loveable person.

By lieye on 28.05.08 10:11 am | Permalink

@Shaymaa- yah I know, I’m just hurting right now.

@Ansam- I’d never give up on him

@Tanlineless- I’m trying

@Lieya- I seriously have no clue what you are on about. How am I not helping him? and who is to say I’m not already strong, truthful and loveable?

By ananyah on 28.05.08 1:15 pm | Permalink

you are doing an amazing thing that very few would do! Every moment you spend with him makes a difference! I know that feeling of feeling helpless but just being there for him makes a huge difference and I know this!

By Marzouq on 28.05.08 7:16 pm | Permalink

@Marzouq- I’m trying to make a difference, sometimes it feels like I’m not doing enough

By ananyah on 28.05.08 9:32 pm | Permalink

I know how you feel.:(

By Kodder on 28.05.08 10:17 pm | Permalink

I admire what you’re doing, I only wish I had the courage to do the same some 5 years ago.

By Vixen on 29.05.08 12:44 am | Permalink

You are very kind and God sees that, Inshallaa he will be there to see you finish your masters and much more

By Laialy_q8 on 29.05.08 3:49 pm | Permalink

@Kodder - *sigh*

@Vixen - I don’t think I could have done this 5 years ago and sometimes I still think I can’t.

@Laialy_q8 - enshalla ya rab!

By ananyah on 29.05.08 7:31 pm | Permalink

I cannot hide the fact that I am depressed after reading this. It reminds me that I need to be grateful on the time I have and the friends that accompany me in my life.

You have a big heart Ananyah, I’m pretty sure you got from grandfather.

By Angelo on 29.05.08 8:46 pm | Permalink

@Angelo - didn’t mean to make you depressed *hugs* but yah things like this show us how lucky we all are in life and should be grateful for every breath we take *sigh*.

By ananyah on 29.05.08 9:22 pm | Permalink

Wish you the best.
I know people who dedicate themselves to others specially dieing people are strong loveable truthful…ect. And my wording were general doesn’t mean your personality lacks.

By lieye on 31.05.08 11:53 am | Permalink

he needs to fight this, don’t let him give up on himself

inshallah he’ll get through this

By pearls on 01.06.08 10:23 am | Permalink

God bless u for all this labour

By nannOo on 01.06.08 10:53 pm | Permalink

I know it feels like a sacrifice now, and it is very very painful, but you are doing one of the most important jobs on earth. There will be time for the Masters and all the rest, dear one, but this time taking care of your grandfather, as painful as it is, is the most precious time of all. God bless the work of your hands, and help you, and keep your heart strong for this service to your grand dad, and your family.

By Intlxpatr on 02.06.08 5:29 am | Permalink

@lieye - thanks

@pearls - he’s not giving up, thats a good thing at least.

@nannOo - thank you

@Intlxpatr - I guess I am, it doesnt feel like a sacrifice though It’s just sad to see him deterioate

By ananyah on 04.06.08 8:22 pm | Permalink