1. I’ve lost all motivation to actually do anything, I’m just so tired all the time
2. The hospital specialist gave me more pills, so now I take 8 pills daily to help control my fucking pain and my ovary
3. Mama is still here
4. My great-aunt has took a turn for the worse, she can no longer walk, talk much, or chew food. She doesn’t have much longer to live and it’s really upsetting
5. My brother introduced his girlfriend to mama & me. She came for dinner on Sunday night… she’s 24 & blonde and kinda cute. This is the first time my brother has ever talked about any girl in his life and meeting her is a huge step! He already met her family so things are looking interesting! Mama really liked her & she thinks that I’m too quiet hahahahah
6. I’ve been ignoring alot of people these days, not because I’m pissed at them… I just want space to breathe
7. I’m craving all the things I’m no longer allowed to eat
8. I’ve been getting extreme migranes and vomiting like crazy!
9. The noisy neighbour upstairs is still making the annoying noises, my mom says the noise I hear this time is not him jumping but him with a visitor and the bed banging…. thus referring to hot sex…. not the thing I really wanna hear!
Oh how it’s fun to be me!